filled with guilt to the brim of my soul

yet again, linking around ppl's blog hasnt done me any good
*no offence to any of the blogs i hopped to*
*sorry for any inconvenience or if i should have knocked on the door first*

anyway.

im seriously at a loss for words

a loss
not a win

its one of those situations whereby, u kinda feel guilty

not just guilty, guilty to the brim

ashamed of ur past
and worried of whats gonan happen to ur future

dunnno how i've managed to be so crappy in the present as well, and not be ashamed of my past

im right now typing with my eyes closed.

hope there isn't any typos

ah, good, i just switched to an emo song

the reason by hoobastank.

i noe its a old song, but i just heard it over some1's blog

and thats when all the waves of guilty started rushing towards me as if im a coastline.
ggetting eroded all so often, and nothing depostied

the waves are ebbing away my every bit, bit by bit

until im completely sucked by

no.

land creclaimation isnt good enough.

the waves are just too strong

i have hunches of several ppl who i tink had a 80% chance of happening to pass by my blog.

ppl whom i do not wish to tell u of who they are.

having just tagged on someone else's blog that has my blog on their link.

if u're smart, maybe u can guess it out

this is crap. o yea btw i've opened my eyes now.kinda useless i tink

i tried to search for her blog again, but it turned out nothing. looks like it is only there for a URL

and nothing else. its been long

no comments on that for now

im not those losers, who type in small letters on their post, hoping ppl wont notice what they typed cos its emotionally close to them and they wanan hide it

it is precisely the fact they typed it in small letters that attract ppl to find out what it is. isnt it?

im not saying they are all losers, but still (okay im being an asshole. u may skip this part, i dont really refer them to losers, just ppl i dun have a label for)
dun be that naive

its the same for those, who type their words in webdings whether its 1 or 2

tinking ppl wont copy and paste them in microsoft word and change their text type.

i mean. they are symbols, yes, a kind of coded msg. but wth. will ppl really be that dumb?

i dunno if i should be feeling guilty or just criticising ppl over the way they do things.

i tink i shouldnt be doing so

some how or rather. i bet (100%)

that this post is gonna haunt me, for being an asshole and a critic, over other ppl's life

yes its ur life. im sorry.

i wonder if the guilt is ever gonna be relieved through my typing and my hands

*picture this. energy like waves emitting out from my fingertips, and disappears into the keyboard*

kinda scary eh.

dunno when i should stop. ah another song. 'empty' by the click five

i still hate myself.

for being so foolish when i was young

even though i still tink i am

acting on impulse, being an idiot all so often, putting ppl off as well

i regret doing those things i did when i was young

and those ppl whom i've harmed

o yea. when i say young. i mean from yesterday, until the day i was born.
*hopefully that is true. cos i wanna put all my regrets into the duration when i was young. dont wanna let my youth drag too far *

if u didnt get what was in the *
heres a simpler version.
i dun wanan make any further mistakes or regrets

that simple.
as simple as

simple plan