hi..im back here again to type..dunno why but just had a feeling to type..so read it if u want to..i tink it will just be ranting here and there..i tink..(i dunno why but i like to say i tink alot =P maybe its just because im unsure of myself) <-- having low self-confidence u see
maybe thats also why i start to feel nervous wheneva i have oral presentations..not nervous as it slightly or momentarily or wadeva..i just feel nervous and weird all over my body..my mouth's twitching..my words come out blurred.. posture tends to sway here and there..but howeva
when i alaf infront of my fellow frens..this doesnt come up often..maybe its cos attention isnt on me 100% of the time..maybe thats why..or maybe..its because elephants are afraid of mice
maybe thats why.. maybe...
good things haven been coming my way either...usually when i tink of something that is not gonna happen, it happens..and vice versa..it seems simple enough..but at times i get confused over it myself..like today....the tupid guy had the class lists and was calling ppl out...i was there tinking of my own name being read out...den suddenly i put an X infront of the all idea..and i tink therefore i got chosen out..argh...
i tink its just me...maybe im doomed to this kinda thing...always seem to be me ya know..most of the time anyway..haha..but i tink the $10 was kinda worth it..for 30 seconds of standing up den sitting down again..cool huh..(reminds me of doing the kallang wave)
haha..o yea...i itnk i must post a pic of my cube some time soon..its getting outta shape..scotch tape here and there..trying to bu jiu..but nothing seems to help.. maybe its time i got help from a professional..or maybe just pluck off the tiles of another cube and paste it there..dunno if it will work..haha
anyway...i tink its all temporary..still haven managed to find the silicon spray im looking for.. T_T..nid it urgently to spray my cube argh..if not i tink i will be destined to stay at the timing of averaging around 1 min.. T_T...i tink my only problem now is my spinning..i spin super slow
ok ..here is the breakdown of how long i take to spin each section
cross normally takes me around 5 secs + or 6
F2l (yes i use the fridrich) takes me around 25 seconds
OLL takes me around 10 seconds
PLL takes me around 12 seoncds..
all this puts me around..hmm if i do my maths right..
around 50 seconds +?
but i normally take longer than that..due to the my fingers retardness..hahah
so i tink thats it..gotta sleep..haha
bye! =D
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haha.. your nervousness for oral presentations.. everyone has it unless hes a natural talent or something..
and what are talents.. 1 out of 100000000000000000^10
and it so happens that those talented ones also receive presentation training
its nothing to be worried about actually. the trembling.. all that, it goes away with experience and you have to really finetune your mind, thinking you can do it.
very important though, do not worry about whether you will go wrong or not that will only make you go uhh uhh ahh ahh err err, etc etc etc. good way to do so is to always fill your mind with what you are going to say 2 sentences later.
another very crucial point is,
practice.
practice practice and practice.
but im not saying that practice makes perfect... cause nothing is perfect, (except God heheheh. anyway,) but practice does help make that extra step to perfection.
so really it isnt really your fault. hahaha. and yes even though i type all this, i face alot of difficulties trying to present something. worse still i have stage fright, and thats not very good.
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hope you found it useful ;)
Zhenhao.
dont worry too much about the bad things coming your way.
instead think of how could you benefit from it!
i always do that. haha. its good practice. makes everyone a better person.
haha i remembered someone told me before. "face the unknown entity with confidence and you will find yourself with eternal ____" something like that. i think its from a game. HAHA!
yup yup.
not to worry. just smile like how a smiley face does.. =) or :) or ;)
or you wanna do the extreme..
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hahahah.
good luck and god bless for the upcoming stuff!
AhZHEN!
Zhenhao.
HAHA! ok! sure thanks! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdD
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